Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Damn... Jealousy is an ugly feeling..

It makes me feel bad.

She has a really really nice blog. Why couldn't I have something like that?

It looks really good and I have a very strong suspicion that she made it herself, the template, the banner, coding, while I still have to use free templates made by others with no banner, and the codes totally confuse me. I feel really bad you know because I was an IT student and not being able to do this is really...

And then it comes to her writing. Oh my god, it is really good too.. And, she is what? 18 but the writing clearly tells us what she really feel, in her own voice! It feels like she is right here directly talking to me. I can see a lively, charming, real person who can acknowledge her own flaws. Totally mature!

I always wonder what others think of my voice and my writing. Personally, I've heard my recorded voice and I have to say it's really really bland and boring and monotone. I don't know how others can stand me. Maybe they don't, that's why people basically ignore my voice.

See? So how the hell do I make an interesting or at least a useful blog? I doubt I have anything interesting/thought provoking/clever to share except the stories of my life. I really wonder how bloggers like her get such wonderful result. Not only with the blog but also how do they get to be such interesting people in the first place?


PS: Nice song, Ms. Fadhlina!

Singer: Fynn Jamal
Song Title: 150 Juta (Live)
Lyric: Get the lyric here

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